A self-portrait where realism fades into abstraction, expressive portraiture, painterly abstraction, emotional realism, fauvist color palette, gestural brushwork, rural symbolism, psychological atmosphere, simplified forms, muted and vibrant tones, introspective figures, spontaneous composition, contemporary expressionism, pastoral themes, intuitive linework, minimal background detail, spiritual undertones, dreamlike distortion, narrative ambiguity, human vulnerability, poetic emotion