Emotional portrait photograph of a middle aged European man saddened by the realization of a wasted life. He looks disheveled with unkempt hair and beard. He does not manage to control his despair and tear roll on his face. The portrait is lit like a Rembrandt masterpiece with a pitch black backdrop. He says is a monotone. "too old and too ugly for only fans. I waste my life on AI waifu. I need help. "